MY REFLECTIONS AND ARTICLES IN ENGLISH
IS YOUR MIND SICK? OR HAS IT BEEN DIAGNOSED BECAUSE IT WAS ALREADY SOLD
Let me ask you something that might feel uncomfortable. When was the last time you were genuinely bored? Not distracted — bored. That old, slow, almost-forgotten boredom that used to arrive on a quiet Sunday afternoon, with…
YOU ASK TO BE SEEN OR TO SEE? THE DIFFERENCE NO ONE WANTS TO ADMIT
Think about the last time someone asked you a question. Not just any question — one of those questions that arrives with weight, with texture, with something that seems to genuinely want to know. Questions like that…
THE SQUARE THAT DID NOT APPLAUD
God is dead. God is dead. This is not a phrase meant to shock the reader — it is a diagnosis that someone needed ten years of silence on a mountain to utter without trembling. And yet,…
THE PERSON WHO DECIDES IS NOT THE SAME PERSON WHO DESIRES
Try this, right now, before you keep reading: think of a recent decision — any decision, from the most trivial to the most consequential — and ask yourself who, exactly, made it. Not “you.” That’s too easy,…
THE PLACE WHERE ACCOUNTABILITY GOES TO DIE
Try a quick exercise before reading on. Think back to your last work week and count how many meetings filled your calendar. Now, for each one, ask yourself: what actually changed in the world once it ended?…
THE NOISE WE NO LONGER HEAR
Stop right now. Don’t solve anything, don’t decide anything, just notice: are your shoulders raised, tight near your neck, as if bracing for a blow? Does your breath live in your chest, or has it dropped down…
DID HE COME BACK FOR YOU, OR FOR THE VERSION OF HIMSELF HE ONLY SAW IN YOUR EYES?
It’s 11:47 p.m. when the phone lights up on its own, before the notification sound even reaches you. You already know, just from the shape of the message bubble, before reading a single word, who it is.…
THE AILMENT WITH NO NAME — BUT WITH AN ADDRESS
When anxiety stops being yours and starts belonging to the time you live in Close your eyes for a moment. Not to relax. To think. Think about the last Sunday afternoon you spent completely empty — no…
DO YOU ASK TO BE SEEN, OR TO SEE? THE DIFFERENCE NO ONE WANTS TO ADMIT
Think about the last time someone asked you a question. Not just any question — one of those questions that arrives with weight, with texture, with something that genuinely seems to want to know. Questions like that…
PRESENT IN EVERYTHING. ABSENT FROM YOURSELF.
You got home. You sat down. You put your phone on the table — or maybe you didn’t, you kept it in your hand just in case. Someone spoke to you. You answered. But you weren’t there.…
